Dancing With Praetorius
1/28/03
I want to be like Praetorius
And dance with the muses
of old
But I want to dance with a different twist
Because I want to dance with your soul.
I want to be the Kapellmeister
of
your very special court
Bringing bransles and pavans and sarabands
and you as Terpsichore.
For the dances of music
are different
than the dances of foot and toe
Theyre dances of muses,
instruments and voice,
Yes; theyre dances
of
Intimate soul..
Praetorius had it together
He knew the muses above
living and moving within the dream
With
music as his love.
Entertwined with collectiveness
Filled with awesome notes of view
Thats how I want to spend my
time
Dancing Praetoriously with you.
Unsung Love
1/21/03
I am the unsung soldier
of a war I cannot fight
The
voice is not mine to have
that carries thru the night
so I find myself in conflict
only with myself
as I strive
to put emotions
out of reach upon the shelf.
Once again
once again
Oh my goodness,
dont tell me once again
as
I pace the intellectual floor
of the recesses of my mind
in search of something solid
which I know I shall not find...
Some
would call it
thinking errors
some a reason to rise above
some would just call it another day
but I call it unsung
love...
Red Tangerines
2/03/03
You were in my dreams last night
Amazing what Id
do
Just to be next to that one special man
Just to be next to you!!
Id run barefoot thru the purple snow
And listen
to tambourines
Throw out the car when it was out of gas
And bring you red tangerines!!
(my my ;)
Id grow food
for those nice oysters
And Id play my guitar for free
Id fight off awful demons
And create chains of lights
Just
to have you next to me.
For Id give everything I had
In all the worlds
for that one very special man
As theres
nothing sweeter
than touching ones soul
the way, only you can..
Hope
1/14/03
The darts of the Evil One
they come
fast
they
come
slow
they come hard.
Jerking me
civilizations in my left knee
with the word disaster...
streaking
past my eye
laughing in my face
Pray tell Evil One,
why do you tell me
to stay out of your domain
if you make
my life a part of it?
for if I am Mother God
then I will love even you
fill you with compassion
those brilliant
deep pink rays
of the understanding of complicity
unity in diversion
There is no longer any need
to fight.
I
lay down all swords
even yours
and I proclaim peace
even unto death
for in that dying,
comes everlasting life.
I
remove your darts.
I remove your evil.
I remove all doubt
I make you feel
And I give you a gift...
Hope.
Bruised Lips
2/10/03
I carry the bruised lips
of a love gone right
Of
passion sparked
between two hearts
Carried thru the night.
On my chin the chafed markings
leave their tell-tale
sign
of dancing lips
and intimate love trips
that say you are mine.
Oh MLord!!
What you do to me!!
How
you make me ache
For simple pleasures
of the heart
that joyful give and take
Will you always
be like this?
I
need to know
For the whispered love
within our hearts
surely should be allowed to grow..
Let Me Love You
2/12/03
Nothing you can do
Will change the way
I feel
about you.
The world is full
of open pits to hell
Unwittingly grabbing hold
of us.
Tho we may be responsible
for
what we do
when we have fallen,
we are not responsible
for having fallen in the first place.
Everyone falls...
Most
fall into ego and into cruelty
injustice and moronic movements void of caring...
I find the world quick to judge
and they do more
harm
than was warranted in the first place.
I find the world judges with harshness
and is not there for those who
truly need
and for this, they have set the stage...
There is no need for cruelty
there is no need to
beat ourselves up
for the world does a great job of that one
lacking understanding and compassion
lacking the care
and love that surely
we should see and know and
thereby heal...
We only need to understand
that we must do what
we can
And that if were lucky, there will be love,
when we are done.
There is nothing you can do
to change the way I feel
about you.
For in those darkest times
is when you need love more than ever...
and the world will not be there for
you
but if you let me..I will.
So Im asking of you a favor;
A very simple request..
Just
Let me love you.
Above and Beyond
2/18/03
Oh my love,
Do you think I am like the sands
that
blow away like dust in the wind?
my sweet sweet love
do you think I am only a passing fancy
that doesnt know the
meaning of the word 'friend'?
You might feel you need me
above and beyond what I should give
but one thing you must
understand
I need you just as much to live.
For what is life if one's soul is divided
when that tiny small chance
still exists
For love to grow and souls to mend
Do I just say its not like this?
What kind of soul would I be
if
I were not to understand
and come to terms with
the frailties of a man?
For time is not a concept
unless it contains
the soul
And love isn't real
unless it covers all.
Avocados n Stuff
2/26/03
Ahhhh the sweet nutty taste
of a ripe avocado
What
could be better than that?
Nibbled in spoonfuls
pieces or sliced
Heaven is where THATS at!!
But I will let you
in
on something else
If you promise not to tell
Life is more
than just delicious avocados
And life is more
than hell...
Its all a matter
Of how we perceive
Life after the fall
Some think nothings worth
any little bite
And
some, find a way, to like it all..
So when we confront
all that is me
Sometimes its time to fight
And sometimes
the trick
is all in acceptance
and finding guidance thru the Light.
It Is Done!!
3/01/03
We have been framed into another world
Made to focus as if reality were singular and dense
Fragmented
time reaches four directions
outward where we cannot cohese
the quantum realities of truth
When the Eagle of the
North
meets the Condor of the South
Time shall begin to converge once more.
It is done!!
Time is converging!!
We have won!!
The directions now pulling inward upward
setting
right all that was confused
by the Evil One in his lurid attempts
to gain our souls
I see what you really do.
You
dont like me do you?
Mother of your soul..
I am so way dangerous too..
It is done!!
Time is converging!!
We have won!!
Sing!! Oh all you that are faithful
SING!!
The pure heart thru it all would finally see
and set your plans afire destroy you and set us free..
Take all
your minions with you;
those fragmented pieces that
have no conscious soul
of their own
As the Cosmic Flame spreads surely thru your home..
Stay out of MY domain!!
You really tried..I got
to give you that BUT
The base note is set now theres nothing you can do..
All the plans you have for us one by one,
are falling thru.
So throw your fit beneath my feet
Cause thats where youre going to stay.
Shut yourself up there
cause
KARMA IS A LADY
and now its time for you to pay.
I
suppose its too much to think
you might feel some remorse
for all the pain youve wrought
But thats alright; you just
hold onto your dark
blackened legs of deceit
Minions without minds forms without thought
Cause...
It is done!!
Time is converging!!
We have won!!
And God was right;
there IS no turning back now..
And we are coming
home!
Deny Me Not
3/03/03
Rays of sunlit thoughts
as filtered hope
run thru
my soul
forced by will and powered by the
drive that surely comes with love
ohh....that I could see
the daylight
again
within our deep embrace
and stars within the eyes
of him that shines his face
upon mine in recent past
yet
futures untold
as they unfold
have become the dreams
that I hope at last
to see.
Why doest thou turn away
the
true heart that soothes
your savaged soul?
Deny me not my lover
my most tender and gentle love;
for comes the
time
that bonds the soul
and brings your sweet love home.
Run the River
3/20/03
The heart is wide
The blood meanders
thru the
dust
some step over it
nice
some stomp thru it
laugh
some follow it
wonder
some see the thorns
around
its pulsing beat
but dont remove them
it isnt theirs they say
why should they?
Run the earth!
Run around
Run the earth!
Run
thru
Run the earth!
Run away
but never, ever
run the river
and never, ever
stay..
I Remember You
4/12/03
Why did I allow myself
to fall in love?
For now
I am drunk with the wine
drugged without recourse
thru the opened veins
of my frightened heart
Can soulmates
do but else?
It alters the flow of thought.
It is an isolated prison
And one I cannot escape.
I think about you,
every day.
I love you, every day.
I worry about you, every day.
And I cry
every lonely day
without you.
The pain courses thru
every capillary
of thought
streaking thru my soul in
uncontrollable seiges
quite unfair but then who said
life was fair, eh?
To
save myself I must break free
but I am afraid...
for everytime Ive done that
Ive never looked back.
Its always
been one of those FTS
things, you know..
Ah yes, I remember that
Living on the Edge
Of should I shouldnt I
of
course;
I wrote the song.
I dont want to feel the pain!
but to try to tell you
that I came here to find you
to
go home with you
that I promised God
That I would give up everything
just to be with you
That Ive looked all my
life
for you
that the story spans
lifetimes and timelines
of a Love Story between us
that has built
Pillars
of Creation
in the Heavens
you do not understand.
Yet I see...and I know...
for the breath of my soul
is not
linear and I am not fooled
by the world as it is
for it is all a lie.
Will you wake up in time?
Zu Zu ZU!!! You
must wake up
in time!!
It is only the confusion of a god
that does not care about you!
The weight of our future
now
depends solely upon your
decisions.
Will you forgive me?
Will you love me?
Will you remember me
beyond
all space and time?
Do you remember the sign???
How can you not???
That Purple Heart of Light
that you gave me
so very long ago
so that I would always know it was you???
The sighs hurt.
And so,
I think about you, every day.
I
love you, every day.
I worry about you, every day.
And I cry
every lonely day
without you;
And I accept it as my prison.
I might ask to be with you
because I am so lonely
for you
and long to be set free;
but I would never do anything
against your will..
You are free to do whatever it is
that pleases you for I would
never take that from you.
And me? I will remain faithful
to the vision God
has given
and to the sign you gave me
cause you may not remember who I am
but I remember you.
I will always remember
you..
StarSeed Enterprise
4.16.03
Dedicated to Ron B. and Gene Roddenbury
And the Council of Nine
Off into the Cosmic Light
of the many that are but
ONE
Peace within Diversity
Engage!!
Going forth armed with Music of the Spheres
that
guides us all in Wondrous Creations
of Soul in Harmony
Engage!!
Exploring the Universal Mind
of All That Is and
shall be forevermore
where no (wo)man has gone before
Engage!!
Uplifting the Consciousness
of the Universal Collective
in Love and Light
One Earth, One Love, One Heart, One Soul..
Oh yes, ENGAGE!!
Aye Aye Captain; and at once!
We are on our way!
Wratchey Boy Hendrix
4/17/03
Published Internationally
2003 Noble House London
'Theater of the Mind'
What a wonderful cat
such a delightful little fellow;
and
he loves me so deeply too!
So Id like to tell
an interesting tale
of what my handsome little fellow can do!
It
seems he's watched me and intently so
since the day he was born;
enough to tweak
his little cat brain
facing his
attentions toward
the strings upon
my classical guitar
which I heard distinctly one day,
as I turned around
just
in time
to watch my Wratchey Boy play.
Now he bugs me for treats
(and earned his last name)
plucking strings with
his teeth all the time
But I'd never change it
Cause Wratchey Boy 'Hendrix'
is distinctly, and uniquely,
all
mine!
Reconciling Soul
4/22/03
There's work to do
Reconciling soul
And many will
not want to know
All the given in marriage
Adultery from the start
All that wrongness is about to go.
What many
dont truly
understand of spirit
is that from the beginning we were made
with only one part
seed split in two
Male
and female one could say
Tho these days
incarnational tides
could turn a polarity's mind
have ears and listen
regardless
of sex
it is soul-mate you are to find!
It will be painful at times
much healing needed
for those that dont understand
but
in the end
it is soul-mates alone
and Love, as it truly began.
Blue Stones of Alaska
4/22/03
They came to me
out of the 'blue'
the summer I
met Scan
All these blue spheres
from the hand of a starseed
Have ears and understand..
Now Ive dealt with Stones
most of my life
but
I knew these
were something very special;
I was shown they were given
for a purpose..
There will be gates
that are opened
by those
of the dark.
There will be gates
that are opened
by those of
the Light.
Yet is it the stones
that shall open the gates?
Or
the soul
that possesses them?
Please believe
Enlil is not happy
about these
Blue Spheres!
For he cannot harm me
anymore..
A wall of protection
given by the Angels
such as Ive never seen
before!
'He that hath an ear
let him listen.
To him that
overcometh
I will give to him a white stone
with a new name on it
which no one knows but he who receives it..'
(Rev. 2:17)
Be of Pure Heart!!
Be of Good Faith!!
We are ONE!
For
now protection flows
over all the world;
and soon God comes
to claim his own!
So Ive named these spheres
the Blue Stones of Alaska
for
they were given to me
by Star Visitors who reminded me
of the days of Atlantis
and Apollyon; who is not pleased..
As
he can no longer pass
unnoticed among us
nor have power over soul;
As long as we all pay attention
And adhere
to Principle!
Tones!
4/23/03
Tones! Tones! Tones!
All these wonderful tones!
opening
gates and flowing time
around my heart and my soul..
He who has ears listen..
4 tones all the same
we're sending you some place
you've
work to do because of your love
For the Human Race!
8 up! Dimensional shift!
4 up! Listen Learn and hear!
Octave
plus one!! Heal thyself!
Star Visitors now appear
As thirds down they're opening the gate
Listen now be wise
3
up and down and up again!
It shall Materialize!
5 up! Thats the key
And we're coming home!
I wonder what's next
but
Im passing this on
Cause Im not going alone!!
Ice
4/25/03
I went to the store
one sunny April day
And I
heard a voice underground
I went to see
who that could be
And Scan is whom I found.
He was standing between
two
sheets of Ice
One above and one below
He said, Ive something to tell you
So pay attention
And he began to show
The
Ice above
About to crash
And many people crying
And I could see what he meant
As I was at the store;
the economy
is dying.
He said the Ice above him
wasnt real;
and eventually had to fall
And even tho
the damage could be
minimized
It will definitely affect us all.
So be wise this year
and set yourself up
Six months to store in mind
for
we shall recover
but slowly so,
given sufficient time.
But understand too
this is only the beginning
of many
things to come
Before time is converged
fully so;
And we finally reach our home.
'Mu'
4/25/03
I took an interesting journey last night
While
escaping in my dreams
I took off in a comfy chaise
white velvet and lace green;
The button panels operated
to
the right of my hand
It was going to fly me way up to God
Because I knew He'd understand
all the troubles Ive gone
thru
At the hands of other souls
and He knew the pain it caused for me
watching others plotting foul.
I pushed
the buttons; took off in my 'Mu'
Up and up I went so high!
But I had to land as my hand got tired
Upon this platform
in the sky.
Then I watched the ladder fully extend
Into God's heavens well above
As I yearned for you and I yearned
for me
And I yearned, only for Love.
I climbed the ladder even tho it was hard
As I was so tired of time
But partly
there God lifted me
And said 'You are Mine.'
Then I bowed as he gently touched me;
Placing His hand upon my head.
And
all the promises He had made me
Became promises He has kept.
I cant describe all that I felt
and the Love that infinitely
flowed
nor even the way I felt when I flew in my 'Mu'
That was an interesting way to go!
Lift up! Take off!
There
are ways and then there are ways;
Its not my personal space ship yet
Tho there WILL come the day!!
The 'Wolf'
4/26/03
I felt him at my shoulder
Last night so very strong
And
I knew at once he had come to me
To show me something wrong.
'Look down' he said,
As I saw my shoes
transform
into his pair
Black like mine; but silver wings
on the sides began to appear.
'Look up' he said, and as I did
I
noticed something strange
A man who's face I could not see
But I could tell he was deranged.
In his hands he held
a black box
I thought at first it played;
but then I noticed two six-inch dials
and the symbols they displayed.
And
then it dawned on me
what was really going on;
stolen star visitor technology
in the hands of someone wrong!
They
planned to use it and terribly so
Against those with vision and dreams
psychotronically tormenting them
with warped
and demented beams
of tones used against instead of for
its true purpose was healing for all
And Michael wiped a
gentle tear
it was for this he took a fall..
I began to cry; the sadness in my heart
for here we had the chance to
heal
But instead it was in the hands of a rogue
who would murder, and would steal.
And then I was shown my own glyph
The
wolf within the soul
And I saw the same configuration
upon Michael's saddened brow..
I then came to understand
Why
I was shown this from higher planes;
Its a gift that is being passed on to us
so his death would not be in vain.
Woe to you that use such tech
in such a horrible
wrong way
Do you really think win is what you'll do?
For The Wolf is here to stay!
Tone UP!
Tone UP!
Its time
to do your part!
For in all reality there is no death;
Michael's spirit is in our Heart..
Dedicated to Dr. Michael Wolf
Long Live Disclosure!!
At the Adelaide
5/9/03
I shall remember my days
At the Adelaide
Some magic I ran into
Straight from God I felt
his grace
And his love coming thru a Heart named Mike
A very special soul in every move he makes
For others may
not recognize his worth
But God knows what it takes.
Id given a heart on a black satin ribbon
to a woman I had
met
and in return Mike gave me three
not knowing what had set
the wheels in motion yet already he knew
already
had passed Gods test;
Yes; I shall remember my days
At the Adelaide
And I shall remember Mike, the best.
Dedicated to Mike
Laterally Imaginable
5/24/03
'Blotwidget' she says
with an illickety smile
The car is salltweasing
the last blocriminey
mile
Its bumprollin and bingalosing
and it may not last
'Blotwidget' she says watching
the thought roll into the
past..
'Oh no Im in trouble'
she interdiatically thinks
saying high to the ground
as her berkombubble sinks.
Its
all in the caitercat
Pokosurge right!
But today its too late
and she gives up the fight.
Better to try again
once
one's had a rest
Than to be guilty of ambergullity
And fail the test!
Dedicated to my best online friend 'Vince' whom I call 'Cookie' and
his sense of 'Vanessusian'
A New Name Written
5/24/03
God gave me
A new name written
That only I really know
Tho Ive figured
it out
And know what it means
And in this poem shall show
but the real point
is to lend understanding
To the
relationship we own
That all is not as
It truly may seem
And some of us are going home.
'He that overcometh
to him will I give to eat
some of the Hidden
Manna.
And I will give him a white stone
with a new name written
that no one knows but he
that receiveth it.'
Revelations 2:17
RHSHB
RRH
My soulmate and I
were living in the caverns
but needed something
more
So I went to surface
in search of things
and I ended up at a store
that out of their greed
built concrete
walls
over the entrances to the way back
I needed a light
thru the long dark way around
so I could keep my track.
My
soulmate came with me
the second time up
And my Lord was by my side
He showed me a large white rock
And I watched
in awe
As God etched in brilliant White Light
those very letters
A new name written
A promise fulfilled forevermore
A
marriage in Heaven
kept by faith
and the Future, an open door.
